welcome to a place
where god celebrates with you
by waking us with his grace
and making reality finally seem true
but i was scared of seeing the genuine
so i devised a plan made of lonely
bricks
that sought to keep his grace confined
and restrain my heart from being fixed
brick by lonely brick i build my
desolate wall
i built it so thick the sun stopped
shining
and i was confined to a world so small
my heart began a process of dying
day became so dark
my heart became so numb
until i saw a little spark
that reminded me what i was created
from
then i heard a murmur
from the outside of the wall
it made my heart go into tremors
since the voice whispered my name being
called
the voice asked about my health
and said i would die
i thought it was a lie until he told me
i had built the wall around myself
he said he'd take the lonely bricks on
himself
and do it alone with his might
so i could know true health
and come back to real life
when the final brick was moved
my heart sank once more
he took the wall on himself, fully, in
servitude
because of me he is bound... my heart
tore
i laid there weeping for a day
cursing my damned wall
the one who saved me from myself i
betrayed
and he took it all
knowing i couldn't break a wall
reinforced
i began to leave, since i had nothing
to bring
then in radiant light he burst forth
like a phoenix bearing wings.
he emerged carrying his grace and glory
so i could celebrate again
without a care or a worry
or a thought of where i have been
my lonely desolate wall was gone
without a trace
along with the reminder that i was
once damned
he came close and gently put his hand
on my face
and simply said
" here i am"
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